Live Your Life and also Mine

Why it must be you?

Or, Because It is you,
that I become a person like this?
A person who is feel sick of being a jerk
A person who keep thinking about how to hate you more?
So that I could love you so much in the next life?

This is ridiculous
and an unbelievable thinking, isn't it?
But, what could I do?
Because It is who I am..

-auReL-