Live Your Life and also Mine

I’ve made my eyes into pieces

Put it in the sky

Along with the wonderful stars

And become the light of your night

My confidence is gone

Fading away with the dancing wind

To the future of yours

Become the beat of your heart

I hold my tears

It felt sort of like a razor sliding between my ribs

Too clean and precise a pain to be compared

to a blow or a break

This feeling is tortured me

I tried to laugh through the pain

It couldn’t been worse, can it?

But now,

I have a chance to have a new life

Even with the sadness on my voice

Even the steps are painful

I want to go to a new world with our wings

To be free and happy

Just like a child one more time

My future is you

I’ll choose the path beside you

Keep running

To the future of us.

I just don't know how to find you
In the middle of the crowd
Crying out loud you beautiful name
But you don't hear it
OR you don't want to hear it?

Having your back
Make me have no existence in your eyes
I'm just nothing in your life
Coz you don't even know
that I've ever been born from nothing
just for you

I couldn't help staring at you
Whenever I caught your scent
Whenever I heard your step
Whenever I tasted the delicious smile of you
But, whenever you look back at me
I couldn't see me in your eyes
why?

Does my feeling isn't enough for you?
Is there someone else you care most?
Am I broken heart?
Why should I?
Why am I the one who fall in love with you?

-auReL-

You've been talking all the night
You've raised my curiosity
You've been calling out my name
Why'd you play this game with me?
Are you just want to let me down?

All I ask is understand from you
Gonna take no more of your.
All I want from you, just happiness
no else.

But, why you did this to me?
I've had enough of infidelity
I just have to realize
I'm not your first priority
It's time to me to take control
Now that I'm aware of your

I'm gonna leave it all behind
Gonna think about myself this time
There's no chance to give you one more try
There's no chance to give it more lies
I don't wanna play your games
I won't wait for you again
Now I know what I supposed to do
Live my Life without you

-auReL-

Apakah kamu tahu?

Ketika tempat dimana kita berpijak bertemu malam

Tempat lain di dunia ini bertemu dengan matahari

Yang sedang memancarkan cahayanya dengan indah

Saat bunga yang kita genggam

Perlahan-lahan layu dan menemui akhir

Mungkin ia akan meninggalkan sebuah benih kecil

Sebagai tanda ia pernah hidup di dunia ini

Apabila dunia ini datar

Kita tidak perlu saling berlari dan mencari

Hingga membuat kita terpisah dan menjauh

Tanpa mengurangi keccepatan

Seberapapun jauhnya kita berpisah

Mungkin kita akan saling berhadapan

Di tengah keajaiban yang berulang

Ketika petang meninggalkan tempat ini

Aku membiarkannya pergi

Membawa air mata ini

Bila kata-kata yang dikisahkan padaku disebut cerita,

Apakah kata-kata yang tidak tersampaikan,

adalah mimpi?

Pada daun yang terapung di sungai

Yang terus mengalir menuju laut

Menjadi awan dan turun menjadi hujan

Menyirami benih yang terjatuh dekat dirimu

Yang sedang berada nun jauh di sana

Aku akan merasa senang

Bila di tempat itu,

Engkau mau memperhatikanku

Bumi tidak pernah berhenti berputar

Karena itu, pemandangan di luar jendela yang terbuka

Selalu berubah tiap waktunya

Pada saat bunga berkembang perlahan

Mungkin kita akan saling berhadapan

Di akhir keajaiban yang berulang

-auReL-

I always remember

About my only one wish

To keep you always beside me

Meet you everyday in the rain

Until now

Is there me in your heart?

Which is already lost the memory of the past

Lost everything

And leave nothing behind

I’m a Pandora

By name a memory which is sleeping

On the closed book

Which is always keep an eye of you

And hide the breath

To make sure you always smile to the day

I always crying

When the flowers are falling down

Because I feel like I’m watching me

Who slowly trying to forget you

I’m part of you

Just want to come back

To your heart

My eyes are gone from you

Like a broken crystal

But, it’s enough

To keep waiting for you

Who live a life full of light

I always waiting for you in this rain

And keep searching the losing you

I just want to meet you

-auReL-

Wish I were here with you

Walk together now

I really sure about what I’m thinking

And I need nothing except you

A tomorrow has passed

Time keep walking

Ignore anything around it

Spring seems  to be shorter than previous

You have changed

And me,

Change like an idiot

When I opened my photo album

There’s  you

Keep smiling at me

I want to be always look at your eyes

Your face when you were crying

Everything

There’s nothing I can and want to say

Just wanna grab your hand

Standing together in the rain

I want to keep my eyes at that time

To be so cold

And  so closed.

There’s something I want to give you

Just let my shoulder be closed to yours

I’m so afraid

When the thinking come to me

When I think I couldn’t stand beside you

When I think  there’s no you in my future

I always want to grab your hand

To keep away this uncomfortable feeling

I want to look at the time

Which is never to end

To make sure

That you will be beside me

In the end of my life

-auReL-

Hal yang ingin kusampaikan sangat berat

Seperti aku akan hancur

Dalam keadaan yang kuciptakan ini

Terlalu banyak perasaan

yang tidak dapat diungkapkan dengan kata-kata

Jarak yang dekat

Namun jauh membuatnya tidak dapat tersampaikan

Meski menatap langit biru yang sama

Namun cara kita memandangnya

Membuat itu menjadi sangat berbeda

Hal yang ingin kusampaikan padamu terlalu banyak

Seperti akan menjadi sebuah lagu

Meski ada hal yang bisa kuyakini saat ini

Bahwa kau ada disampingku

Namun ada hal yang membuat kita menjadi jauh

Semua menjadi terasa tidak lancar

Terus menemui rintangan yang ak kunjung berakhir

Tak ada salahnya memandang langit yang tak berujung

Asal jangan memandang selamanya

-auReL-

 The light is made us wake up

From the reality where we stand for life

From that place also

Sadness come and gone in the same time

Let’s go

Wake up and go to the way which is end in a good future

Use your wings with the flow of the air

It’s your nature power

There’s nothing compared to that

An uncomfortable feeling and pride

Will fly in this heart

I smiled sadly to the fate

All in one in the same time

In this memory

I feel a confidence in me

And also a hope

Stronger and stronger

A scar which is can’t  be erased

Make me feel sad  and uncomfortable

Let me away from my identity

Then to make sure

I have to search the light

Which is can get me in the right way

Our heart is leading by a pride

So,

Keep me away from the body

Which is tired from crying

Because It was just a past

There is a hope of future waiting for me

A journey will  not meeting an ending

Till we are at the right place

Full of pride

-auReL-

You've been talking all the night
You've been raised my curiosity
You've been calling out my name
Why'd you play this game with me?
Just to let me down?
All I ask is understand from you
Gonna take no more of your

Why did you do this to me?
I've just had enough of infidelity
I just have to realized
I'm not your first priority
It's time to me to take control
Now that I'm aware of your

I'm gonna leave it all behind
Gonna think about my self this time
There's no chance to give it one more try
I don't wanna play your games
I won't wait for you again
Now, I know what I supposed to do
Live my life without you

-auReL-

p.s : Why people keep asking who is someone in my poem? Don't mind it.. All the poems are just my creativity.. sometimes about the people around me, just for fun.. BUT It's rare that I made it about my feeling.. It's not right.
When I make a poem which is show off my true feeling.. You'll know it.. hehe ^^

What is the scariest thing in this world?
Lost money?
Lost your precious thing?
Lost your life?
NO, I don't think so
It's just nothing
It doesn't compared to this
Lost the one whom you really loved
It's make me know nothing about the meaning of my life anymore
When you realized there's no one by your side
Have no one to talk with
Have no one tho cheer you up
have no one to laugh together
Have no one to spend your life time with
I can't stand a life like that
My life is just nothing without you

-auReL-